All that was needed was a pregnancy [ENG]

Titel: All that was needed was a pregnancy
Språk: Engelska
Typ av text: Fanfiction
Antal kapitel hittills: 1
Färdigskriven: Nej
Rating: PG-13
Beskrivning: Lily's and James's seventh year turns into a year neither of them will ever forget as they deal with an unwanted pregnancy.


1. Remember that night

‘Oh Merlin, oh Merlin, oh Merlin...’

Lily sank down onto the closed toilet seat, the pregnancy test in one hand as she ran the other through her red hair, taking a shaky breath.

It was positive, along with the four other pregnancy tests that she had previously taken. She was pregnant. As in, there was a small human growing inside her stomach, and James Potter was the father.

Her hand fell automatically to her still flat stomach. Not knowing what to do, what to think, she burst into silent tears. Her mind was whirling. What would people say? What would people think of her? What did she tell James?

'Remember that night in the boathouse and how one thing led to another? Well, it turns out, I'm pregnant. You’re going to be a daddy! Congratulations!'

Lily laughed in spite of everything, imagining James's expression.

Suddenly there was a knock on the door, followed by Mary Macdonald's worried voice. “Lily? You've been in there for an hour now, are you OK?”

Lily quickly wiped her tears and started gathering the tests. “I-I'm fine, Mary, I'll be right out”, she said, trying to keep her voice steady, feeling like she'd just been forced to dry swallow three giant pills. She washed her face and without thinking quickly threw the tests at the wastebasket.

“Are you sure you're alright, Lils?” Mary asked as Lily unlocked the bathroom door.

“I promise”, Lily said, forcing a smile.

“If you say so”, Mary said, watching her with concerned eyes. “You know you can tell me everything, right?”

“I know, M”, Lily said, feeling a little guilty. She would tell her eventually, just not right now.

“Good”, she said and started to walk out of the dormitory. Hand on the doorknob, she noticed Lily wasn't following and turned around. “Are you coming? Some Ravenclaw's are throwing a birthday party for Emmeline Vance in the Room of Requirement; all seventh years are invited, and I heard they've got firewhiskey.”

Lily swallowed in an attempt to the get rid of the lump that was growing bigger in her throat and making it hard for her to breath. “Nah, I'll have to take a rain check, I'm feeling kinda sleepy, but you go, I'll be fine”, Lily lied, giving her friend the best reassuring smile she could muster, and walked over to her four-poster bed.

“Are you sure? It's only eight o'clock”, Mary said, an eyebrow raised. “It's not like you to turn down a good party.”

Lily shrugged and put her hair in a low ponytail before changing into her nightgown. “I just want to get some sleep, didn't sleep much last night”, she said as she climbed into bed.

“OK, well, I'll be back in a while”, Mary said, giving her leg a squeeze and then walked over to the door, checking her reflection in the mirror on the way. “Good night.”

“Good night”, Lily said, pulling the curtains around her as Mary left her to her thoughts.

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2. Speak of the devil

As soon as Lily woke up the next day, a wave of nausea swept over her. Not caring who she'd wake up, she threw the cover off of her and ran towards the bathroom. She managed to get to the toilet before she threw up the dinner she'd had the night before though, thank Merlin.

'Please, don't let this be one of those days.' She begged. There had been a few times where she had to run out of class to throw up. Sadly, it didn't just happen in the mornings like she'd thought.

Not daring to look into the toilet, she turned her head away and flushed. Then she exited the bathroom.

"Lily?" Alice Trumble said groggily, hauling herself up into a sitting position. With a groan, she fell back down again. "That's it, I'm never drinking again. Gosh; this headache is killing me", she muttered.

Lily chuckled as she walked over to her trunk. Folded neatly on top was a fresh black work robe for her to put on, and since the girls were there, she put the robes on over her night gown and took it off underneath them.

Lily glanced over at the clock on her nightstand. It was only 9:30 in the morning; the girls would be sleeping for at least another hour, so she decided to go down for breakfast alone.

After getting dressed, she went back into the bathroom. Her mouth felt dirty and it probably smelled really bad. She cupped her hand and breathed into it, grimacing. 'Yup, gross.'

So, the first thing she did was brush her teeth to get read of the god awful smell. Next, she grabbed her brush and a few hairpins and fixed her hair into a pony tail, leaving a few curly strands hanging down from it. A few minutes of primping and putting on makeup, she was satisfied and ready to leave. But just as she turned the door knob, she halted and ran back to the toilet.

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Lily sat in the far corner of the common room, books and sheets of parchment spread out on the table in front of her. Her efforts were useless though, seeing it was impossible to focus on something else besides her constantly growing stomach.

It'd been almost three months since that night in the boathouse. Who knew for how long she would be able to keep it a secret from everyone? The girls were already getting suspicious given all her vomiting. She had to be the one to tell James though, imagine if he found out through one of his mates!

"Hey, Lils!"

'Speak of the devil' she thought and raised her gaze to the handsome boy. Her heart did a little jump in her chest as it always did when she saw him. He pulled out the chair next to her and sat down on it, putting his feet up onto the table.

"What are you doing?" he asked, glancing over at the parchments sprawled out over the table.

"What does it look like I'm doing?" Lily snapped, but immediately regretted it. "Shit, I'm sorry, I'm just really tired."

"It's fine, I'm kinda used to you snapping at me", James said and a wide grin broke across his face. "Seriously though, how are you? You've been staring at that same essay for over twenty minutes now."

"I'm fine, just thinking", Lily said, avoiding his gaze.

"Whatcha thinking about?" he asked her, snatching the parchment out of her hand and skimming it through.

"Something I don't want to talk about." Her eyes drifted from his face to the fire in front of her.

James opened his mouth to say something when a girl came up behind him, putting her hands to cover his eyes.

"Guess who?" she whispered seductively in his ear.

"Hey, Kia", James said, grinning.

Kia Mitchell was what Lily considered to be perfect. She looked like a supermodel and everyone seemed to love her. Everyone, with the exception of the Slytherins and Lily herself, that is.

Lily was jealous. Jealous of Kia's perfectly blond hair, sapphire blue eyes and tall body with curves in all the right places. Moreover, she was jealous because she was James's girlfriend. They'd been together since summer vacation and 'are perfect for each other!' Not.

"Damn", Kia said, giggling as James pulled her onto his lap. "Am I that predictable?"

James laughed and pecked her on the mouth. Lily frowned, feeling disgusted. As if Kia suddenly noticed Lily's presence, she turned to address her.

"I heard you this morning, are you OK? You know, there's rumors going around that you have an eating disorder."

"Eating disorder?" James spoke up, looking at her with widened eyes.

"I'm fine." Lily shoved her books and parchments down into her bag, glaring at Kia. "And don't tell me I should go to the hospital wing", she added coldly.

Kia looked shocked, but then her face returned to normal. "Lily, I didn't say that. I'm glad you feel well, we're just worried for you."

Lily snorted inwardly. 'Worried for me?' Why was she acting like they were friends?

"Well, no need, I'm fine", Lily said and stood up, putting her bag over her shoulder. "Bye."
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3. What's up

‘Gosh, I'd kill for a Liquorice Wand right now...’

Lily idly tapped the tip of her quill on the desk, resting her head on her fist as she listened to Professor Binns droning voice go on and on. She was so tired; having a baby grow inside of you was exhausting, and she was really, really in need of a Liquorice Wand.

She glanced over her shoulder at James. He was sitting in the back of the room, balancing his chair on its two back legs while sending enchanted paper airplanes at Severus Snape whenever Binns turned his back to him. Peter Pettigrew sat at his right, his chubby face set on James while watching him with admiring eyes, his small eyes occasionally darting anxiously in the direction of the professor.

The corner of Lily's lips curled into a slight smile. Kia didn't take this class, having opted for Art instead, so it was nice to see him without her clinging onto him for once. His raven-black hair was a total mess as usual and his tie hang loosly around his collar. She'd always found it kind of sexy, that careless look of his, though she would never admit it to anyone.

“Miss Evans?”

Lily turned forward. “Huh?” was all she managed to say, her thoughts still lingering on James.

“I asked you a question, but apparently you were busy paying someone else attention”, Professor Binns said, an eyebrow raised. Lily blushed. “I would appreciate your eyes staying on me in the future.”

Embarrassed she lowered her gaze. She could feel Mary's eyes burn into her.

“What's up with you, Lily?” she whispered discretely as the professor went back to his rambling. “And don't tell me it's nothing because it's obviously something”, she added, giving her a stern glare.

Lily struggled to keep from fidgeting under her gaze. “Don't worry about it, M. I'm gonna tell you, just not... right now.”

“But--”

“Please, Mary, just drop it”, she interrupted pleadingly.

Mary bit her lip. At first it seemed like she was going to keep arguing about it, but then she sighed. “Fine.”

“Thank you”, Lily said a little too loud, earning a glare from Professor Binns.

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After a day of mood swings and having to pee every other second, Lily headed up to the dormitory in an attempt to get some rest. She was flat-out exhausted, her breasts were sore and she just wanted to lay down on her bed. But as she walked into the round room, she found Alice, Mary and Dorcas sitting there.

Lily frowned. “Hey guys, what's up?” she said questioning.

“I believe this belongs to you”, Dorcas said flatly, eyeing her friend intently as she held up a positive pregnancy test.

Lily's body froze and she almost choked on her own breath. “Where did you find that?” she said, her words barely making it out of her mouth.

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